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    No, I didn't celebrate... I went back to my room and sat on the patio and cried for all those guys that busted their asses and worked so hard and left the show disappointed. I know that feeling and I don't wish that on anybody. If there were forums around all those years Ronnie was taking losses, the forum people would have written him off a long time ago. All my comrades that just turned pro are saying "please give us time to become who we are destined to be in this sport" we can't come out and become number 1 like Phil, or turn pro and go to the top like Evan. We have our separate destinies to go through. No matter how we show up, we all give it everything we got. It's not like we say "I know my conditioning sucks but fuck it, I'm going to the show" or "I know I'm not big enough but so what". We all want to be our all time best and we all want to win but sometimes our destiny and/or our physiques just don't go the way we want them to. Only a couple people are blessed to show up perfect every show and then they still get shit talked about them because there clavicles are too narrow or cause the took a year off. We all are trying very hard to do good. All our careers go in different places. Some of us will eventually find a good formula and make it happen. Some of us can never figure out our body's and quit because we feel hopeless and frustrated.
    I cried because I could feel all the frustration of the guys I placed ahead of and I was sad that I won a show that the judges thought I should win but the majority of the Internet populous felt I sucked. I place others opinions ahead of my own because they look at me from the outside and view me in a way that I can't view myself. Ok, I looked like shit, I wasn't conditioned, and I was too small... If I knew it wouldn't be disrespectful to the judges, I would have not accepted first and given my placing and money to any of those guys that were up there with me. Material things are not important, being good to people, and loving people are... I cried because I got to know those guys and I love them, and it broke my heart that they didn't win... To the point that I feel I have no reason to celebrate. Guys, I apologize for getting a placing that I didnt undeniably deserved. I will keep trying to get better, and I pray to God that I can develop into a bodybuilder that everyone approves of.
    Marcus, Ev, Fou, Seth, Jason, Mike L, Manuel, Lee B, Mark A, Joel, Guy, Jeff, Shawn Rhoden, Darron Glenn, Steve Kuclo, B Ray... Y'all my dogs... I love y'all boys. One day we all we be considered some of the best
    Cedric McMillan... The One

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    ok somebody got into the mini bar
    WWW.NoelFuller.com

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    • #3
      Originally posted by Noel Fuller View Post
      ok somebody got into the mini bar
      I don't drink bro. Water and Gatorade is what I had tonite
      Cedric McMillan... The One

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      • #4
        Originally posted by mcmillan View Post
        I don't drink bro. Water and Gatorade is what I had tonite
        Good job bro, Keep doing whatcha been doing. You got the right shape to represent the sport!

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        • #5
          Much respect bro.

          For every person that didn't think you looked good there are another 2 people who thought you looked amazing. You won the show so that means you showed up with a pretty damn good package. If you had an 8th place physique there is not a chance in hell you get 1st. So many of us would kill to be where you at even those that talk shit from their keyboard. Keep doing your thing. You are an inspiration and a person many look at as a great ambassador to the sport who is helping bodybuilding grow.

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          • #6
            your gatorade smells like vodka, congrats
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            • #7
              Originally posted by Noel Fuller View Post
              your gatorade smells like vodka, congrats
              Are u being sarcastic and busting my balls? It's hard to tell.
              Cedric McMillan... The One

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              • #8
                Very respectable
                Pain is Temporary, Pride is Forever

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                • #9
                  Originally posted by mcmillan View Post
                  Are u being sarcastic and busting my balls? It's hard to tell.
                  Both, you just won a pro show , go out and celebrate, Robin says hi.
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                  • #10
                    Keep your head up Cedric, you deserve the win don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Bodybuilding is a subjective sport and you will never please everybody. You took the package to the stage that caught the judge’s eyes (and your fans, me included) that was what it took to win today. You looked great and are bring aesthetics back to bodybuilding. Enjoy the victory and know that each show you have the chance to improve

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                    • #11
                      *bringing not bring

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                      • #12
                        the heart of a champ no doubt about it....
                        come on man go out and eat the largest cheesecake you can find and celebrate the raise of a TRUE CHAMP

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                        • #13
                          go out and celebrate cedric, winning a pro show is a huge accomplishment! U are very respectful and show great character

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                          • #14
                            Cedric your a class act and military hero! On md forums we are just looking at your body come contest time and we know your a quality human being and we just want you to reach your full potential! No doubt bodybuilding is a very tough sport and im very critical of you because I know you can be the next ronnie! Just remember we are judging your body not your soul! thanks for the great post!

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                            • #15
                              Originally posted by mayor of bodybuilding View Post
                              Cedric your a class act and military hero! On md forums we are just looking at your body come contest time and we know your a quality human being and we just want you to reach your full potential! No doubt bodybuilding is a very tough sport and im very critical of you because I know you can be the next ronnie! Just remember we are judging your body not your soul! thanks for the great post!
                              Yea, I seen a few of your posts... Sorry my body didnt look good enough for u today
                              Cedric McMillan... The One

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